dream disorder
Ever had one of those dreams where you knew you were dreaming? You would be aware and maybe even could control yourself in the dream. It’s called lucid dreaming.
I had a terrible one a month ago. In that dream I was in an exact moment in my life where I wish I could stay forever. So that’s what I tried to do, stay in that dream. However, I could feel my physical self choking . The harder I tried to stay asleep, the more I felt out of breath. I woke up a while and it felt like surfacing from a deep lake.
I took a deep breath and tried to sleep. Nevermind the choking , I just needed to get back to that dream. I fell asleep again. For what seem like eternity in a split second , I was in my own haven. I wish I could’ve stayed longer, but my own choking woke me up. Could I have died then ? Probably not, but I know something in my heart died that day ….
that’s scary
I tap my shoes *tap*tap*tap* closed my eyes and whispered to myself…
There’s no place like home, there’s no place like home, there’s no place like home…
Tapping and shoe thingie might not work ..which is the dream and which is not ? but then again , that’s another problem(existentialism)
ive had those kinda dreams before. cept someone or something always woke me up(damn it!).no choking. no drama. haha.
Sometimes I think that if not for the waking up part , we might not even remember those dreams at all …