I couldn’t sleep because I was really stressed out yesterday. In that state of insomnia, I drew a bunch of bad comics and I’ll just bloody hell post them out here along with some others which I deem too bad to stand on their own.

1) Use your heart to navigate the darkness

2) chill out dude

3) I’m too hard on myself

4) shotgun wedding

5) Peter Pan should have grown up

6) Why did you kick my crotch ?

7) liar liar pants on fire !

8 ) tell me you’ll be here when I wake up

9) zombie love

I feel glad to have purged out all this comics at once. It’s like I’m not constipated anymore. Enjoy your weekend people.

so it would cut itself

Over the past years I’ve been in a few relationships. What’s really awkward about them is that I never really made the first move. What’s wrong about that you might ask ?

Well, this is the traditional model of a courtship:

1. man like woman
2. man club woman on head
3. man take woman back to cave

I know that’s a very prehistoric view of courtship but it still is very much predominant today! So what does that make me in that view ?

That’s right, I’ve been pwned by females.

Which bring me the to the next point, I’m totally retarded when it comes to making the move. Some of my close girl friends have commented that I don’t have the guts to put my heart on the line and take a risk.

This passiveness actually runs deeper than relationships. It is my very nature to not take risks, play it safe and sit back on life. I fear it when the outcome isn’t clear and I hide behind an armor of cynicism.

Then I realize that cynicism is just an excuse for the fearful.

Well I’d say it’s time for a change.

Time to make a move.

when I’m with you

Perhaps it’s pointless to say that life has good and bad times. Perhaps the ebb and flow of life is unpredictable and out of our control and all we can do is just sit back and ride it out when all seems turbulent.

Truth be told, I’ve been felling rather lethargic and uninspired lately. Somehow my confidence has taken a dip for reasons unknown. I’ve been waking up late, not looking forward to the new day and sleeping in, hoping to get a good dream at least.

Bad things could happen, like for example finding out at the last minute that the assignment is due next Monday instead of Friday. Or like the time I want to dry my clothes but it rained (for the third time in this drought season).

So you just ride it out and wait.

Then the good things happen. Like buying my new guitar. Going out with this jap girl that I might be interested in. Playing computer games. Buying my new guitar. Getting my 18+ card. Drinking with the buddies and partying.

Then you say hello to the good times.

 warm embrace, icy heart

Brisbane Riverfire Festival

It was 30 minutes of fireworks by the river! Then there were jets flying around making loud noises! But somehow, watching fireworks without a special someone is just not the same.

Studying throughout the weekdays

My weekdays are basically filled with assignments and studying. I found a spot in university where I like to bring my laptop and overlook the dry forest outside. The scenery makes doing assignments easier to bear …

a weekend in the city

On the weekends, I would head to Brisbane City to hang out with my friends. Usually we’d drink ourselves silly, attend some event and play computer games until the sun rises. Then we’ll get terrible hangovers and the guilt of unfinished assignments.

Me and my guitar, Bob.

I just bought an acoustic guitar yesterday! I’ll call it Bob, named after my old mosquito racket (god bless his soul) and my ex-colleague Bob (the blues man). I just like the name Bob, okay.