I had a great weekend!

Friday
Starting with company paintball , go-kart , lunch and movie on friday! I even went to play dota later that night. Boy that was a very fun day (Pictures are coming soon ya … )

Saturday
Sleepy saturday starts of with the favorite spaghetti place in Kepong with my bestest bestest pal of all Shufen. We officially declare saturday the day we bitch about everything in the world. Yeah, the whole world is going straight to hell.

Then a midnight movie. I wouldn’t recommend Da Vinci Code to people who’s read the book though. Nothing is surprising once you read the book Furthermore, I felt Tom Hanks was miscast. Plus, the so called ‘controversy’ over the book is unfounded. That author made the mistake of presenting a lot of his assumptions as ‘fact’. Period.

On a sidenote, there was a datin who insisted on bringing her 3 under 18 children to watch that movie. Because of her the movie management had to bring in security and she made a scene. Because of her the movie was delayed almost 20 minutes. Because of her I spoke out loud “can we take this outside ?!”. And the whole cinema booed her off. And you know what she did ? She made her kids wait outside while she and a few others finished the movie. Bitch.

Sunday
Anyways, Sunday was shopping at Lowyat day. I finally bought a new cover for my phone. The screen has been broken for nearly a month and I didn’t bother fixing it. Well now it looks brand new! I also bought some anime dvds too ( which I might end up neglecting .. lol). Later that night I bought my family a nice dinner at Seri Kembangan. That’s so far. Great food indeed.

Off to work on monday! This time I’m bringing my guitar to work. Time to play the blues. Hahahaha , get it ? blue monday ?? get it ? get it ? hahahahahah . Okay I shut up now.

postscript: I was looking at my old blog entries and realized the intelligence of my entries has gone way down since then ! Good job Jason, keep it up!

My boss knew I kinda passed out in the toilet. Her advice to me? Keep the sugar level high with gummi bears, drink lots of water and take power naps. That’s 30 minute naps at 2 hour intervals. Maybe I’ll try that one day.

I’d have to go sleep kinda early cause I’m going to war tommorow.

You see, (if)interactive is celebrating it’s 4th birthday by taking the day off for:

• Paintball
• Lunch at Chillis
• Movie

Isn’t that nice ^_^

That’s the only time we can shoot our bosses right? right? eheheh… just kidding boss.

So yesterday while I was online chatting on msn, a friend asked me:

Friend: Hey, it’s almost 2am. Don’t you have work tommorow?
Jason: Erm .. I’m at work

Such is the nature of the advertising industry. It’s not too bad when you somewhat feel some responsibility for the project and hope it goes well. After all, this project is quite big. All I can say at the moment is that it’s some government project. Pfft … as though it’s some super secret project ^_^

So the next day my boss asked me if I could attend a meeting at the government agency. To which I thought I could attend, so I jumped out of bed and to the bathroom. Then I woke up sitting in the toilet with 2 missed calls on my phone. Oh man, I think I passed out in the toilet! (This is the second time in my life that I passed out in the toilet. The first time was when I blew my nose too hard.Don’t ask.)

Fortunately, SuperBen went to the meeting and covered for me and Bonk.

I remember my boss telling me that when I’m in this line of work, there will be one project that would break me. Then I would get the ‘advertising cut’ (points to arm). After that point, I would have been “initiated”. Looks like this might be it.

I’ve been called a reflective person before.

Due to my extreme busyness over the past few months, I haven’t really sat down and think about how I feel. I’d rather just bitch about it or distract myself with some other shit.

I guess that’s why I keep myself so busy. Because I don’t want to think about the past.

I miss how I could be so damned happy few years ago. And how everything I took for granted changed. How I was forced to accept that those days were over. And how jaded I’ve become. The regret that comes from hurting someone. The fear of falling in love all over again. And the fear of not being able to love at all.

I apologize to those I’ve hurt with my calloused heart.
I’ll try to fix it one day.