Its 3:00am and I’m flipping channels on the tv. Came across Bob the Builder. Something about that show makes me sad. Winnie the pooh makes me sad too. Maybe I’m just in a pensive mood but cartoons remind me of simpler times. A lazy holiday or my carefree college days doing nothing but watching cartoons or staying in bed till afternoon.

Ahh my lazy college days. Mine is nearing the end now but it just isn’t the same anymore. Does being adult mean being numb and “wiser” ? We’ll never experience anything as kids again, when the nights weren’t so dark and daylight didn’t seem too glaring.

As a kid I loved , as a kid I played , as I kid I said “You were my batteries”. I didn’t want to grow up, I really didn’t….

Hey you . Sorry the post really hurt you and the harsh words used. I’m glad that things are out in the open now. I should have told you off earlier so it didn’t have to come to this. Anyways, we can work things out if it takes all the time. We’ve been friends for 8 years plus ?

Like you said, a person doesn’t take overnight to turn over a new leaf. I’ll be glad to help you but I’ll keep my anger in check next time. Let’s put the past behind and hope for the best.

I don’t know if you still read this blog or if you still have any hope within you. All I know is that with a few attitude readjustments and an ego check , you’d be fine. So here I’m going to list what is wrong with you and hopefully you’ll take a fine look in the mirror. Ignore your ego for a while and see that it takes a man to realize his mistakes. It’s still not too late.

So what do you think ? You want to repent or wait till you have no more friends to listen to your pity whore stories ? I think you might need theraphy for compulsive liars. You don’t understand yourself nor do you realize you’re lying to yourself.

Sorry friend , it had to come to this. Your ego is hurting yourself and the world you live in. This is your last chance to repent to me. So what do you say?

… to wake up at 9am and realise that you have much more hours to have fun with as compared to waking up at 4pm. I woke up this morning with a totally different view of life. Powered by Maggi Mee Curry and a cup of cofee , I began to write the long overdue friendster testimonials for my friends! Spent the whole morning doing just that !! It feels great, thinking of the great friends I have.

On to lunch with Elicia and Justin in the Spaghetti place in Kepong. According to Justin , the place is so remote , well at least Elicia has been there before. Yum yum rm4 dollar damn good value for money spaghetti. Too bad I couldn’t finish it cause I was wearing jeans that were a little too tight. I’ll just lose some inches off to take care of that. Oh , one more thing . I feel like an 8 year old kid with Elicia and Justin as my parents , taking me to eat spaghetti and taking me to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. Elicia was driving !!

OH !! Charlie and the Chocolate Factory was so good ! It made me feel like an 8 year old all over again !! THe songs were super annoying and catchy , and the colors were like super chocolate drug induced . The movie is like a chocolate acid trip . Go watch it
Well , my “parents” then abandoned me in 1Utama. Well , not really . They left while Shufen came because she wanted to do some window shopping. By this point, the fatigue of waking up at 9am was taking its toll ( remember that I sleep at 4am-5am ). So we rested a while on the sofa at JuiceWorks. Yikes !! 8:20pm !! Dinner at Tropicana Seafood !

Tropicana Seafood … ahh . The road there as usual is filled with potholes and mines. Okay , not mines. We reached there a little late. Sorry guys for waiting a while !! I haven’t seen Felicia , Jia Hui and Aaron for a while. The food just arrived !! Ooooo …

• Cheese Crab
• Belacan Crab
• Fried Buns
• Fried Taufoo
• Sayur
• Sweet and Sour Pork

A hearty meal indeed. After dinner off to Felicia’s house for karaoke !! As I entered the door , I was greeted by the ever hyperactive and horny Shih Tzu , Lance. Well , karaoke aint really my thing and by that time I was already pissed tired. I dozed off a few times but awoke to the missed calls of Rebbecca and Shu Fen who thinks that waking up a dozing Jason is fun. Yeah , fun indeed.

Well , I’m home now. Home sweet home. I’m actually sleepy at 1:00am. Thanks Shi Ying for the advice on how to regulate the sleeping hours. I think I might actually have a normal internal clock !!

Oh crap … my assignment is due this Friday.

… waking up at 4:45pm. I slept at 6am. Not like I was doing anything productive till morning , just chatting on MSN and looking at stupid websites like :

I slept right through class , woke up realizing I have a fever(again…) . Lost my voice , speechless and redundant.

Waking up with half the day gone , it’s easy to wonder what goes next. I start to lose my friends because they live in a different time zone, my liver packs its bags and goes on vacation , my family thinks I’m dead , and I grow pale. Oh wait , i’m already pale !!

Ever had one of those days where you wake up thinking it’s a year ago ?

I slept at 6am , woke up at 8am because of television and my neighbour’s dogs. Slept again at 10am and woke up at 4pm. Groggy headed , I just picked up the phone and called shufen. I guess I didn’t notice the new handphone . Hmm .. she seems kinda cold.

Nobody’s home and there’s no food. I cleaned my room a little and realise things are somewhat different. I guess it took a whole hour for me to realise the present time. Silly me.

So I’m thinking maybe some conditions would cause a timeless void. Like waking up at odd hours , of when everyone’s not home. Or when you’re hungry. Or maybe its a weird combination of all of these things?

The chronological regression of the brain is not fun.